Seperated but still love you

I hope it hurts you.

I hope your heart aches everytime.

When you hear my song.

You feel yourself staring out of the window.

Wishing one of the faces in the crowd would be mine.

Just so you can see me again.

I hope it hurts everytime it rains.

Since you still picture me.

Sitting by the window with a cup of coffee, lost in the pages of a new book.

I hope it hurts everytime you passby a bookstore

Because you know if I was there with you

I would drag you in the store then you would whine the whole time.

Getting jealous of the fact that books are getting more attention than you.

I hope it hurts when you are walking through a crowded street.

You get a whiff of your favorite smell.

You feel like burying your nose in my hair once again.

I hope it hurts every time you hear a giggle similar to mine, you try to visualize my face and the way it lit up to a joke you just cracked

Honestly I hope it hurts you , because I know I was not just an another name to you.

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Distance that separates us 

Dear distance, 

You have taught me a lot through all these years of my life.

Its because of you I started  loving people  even when I do not know them.

I love these unknown people …I wish to meet all them at least once in a my life time.

But when I wanted to reach out to them, I  can’t, because you won’t let me. You made me crave for them in a way I knew only love can.

You have made me fall out of love with people, when you crept in between us, and reduced years of togetherness to just a small “Hi. How are you? I have been good. Are you busy right now? Sure, will call you later.” over the phone.

You.have made me cry and howl and throw things across the room, frustrated that I couldn’t have the one person that I wanted to have in my arms right then.

You’ve made me spend days, months, years, in  anticipation of just an hour long meet, which I would then cherish for the next few months to come.
Its you who has made me learn that everything is temporary, except a very few things and relationships.

But then its  also you who has made me believe more in love.

You have made me believe that no matter what anyone says, love is always enough. If two people really love each other, even you can’t let them be apart at heart.

You have made love even more beautiful, more powerful.

That burst of happiness that I feel on meeting the person I love after long, makes me sure that this love is never going away.

You are what love essentially needs, in little doses. You are what makes love complete.

You have made love stronger for me.

Because I know, if we could brave through you, nothing else is hard enough.