What you are to me

​Dedicated to the person whom I first followed on wordpress

You buried me, 

In your  thoughts and writings 

 you buried me,

Breathlessly you suffocate me in ur ink,

Your dripping pen caged me on,and on until I licked the last drop

Having trodden in the darkness you shunned light,

Having been on lonely

Pitched dark path many a time,

I soar with your liberation theology,

Victory song at the tunnel end!

Where letting go clashes with jubilation forever,

My small pen honor you….

Poets and writers  are gods,and you are rare amongst.

Refreshing sweet memories

I was just passing by Race Course …suddenly the bells of Saint Patricks Church seemed to ring in my of my ears.Our Saint Patricks School is attached with the Saint Patricks Church.

One of the building that will etched in my memory is the Eichsttat Hall.Many sweet memorable events that still linger in my mind.This the place where I started with the kindergarten interview and ended with my felicitation of SSC board exam.What you see now is new monument replaced by an old one.

The inauguration of our new school building.Our Principal Rev Father Alex Quadros and Bishop Thomas Dabre and it’s me standing behind both 

The Saint Patricks Church 

It’s a very old monument about 166 years old  our school is 55 years old 

In the front of this church there is statue of mother Mary holding infant Lord Jesus in hand.Here almost every student would bow  and pray before entering the classroom everyday and I was one them.I never felt different and never will though I am a hindu.

This is the photo of me (right side ) and my class mate Jijina standing by church door …after carol practice session.The carol which we sang was” O Holy Night”

I would like to sing it once more here 

O Holy Night

O holy night!

The stars are brightly shining

It is the night of the dear Savior’s birth!

Long lay the world in sin and error pining

Till he appear’d and the soul felt its worth.

A thrill of hope the weary soul rejoices

For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn!
Fall on your knees

Oh hear the angel voices

Oh night divine

Oh night when Christ was born

Oh night divine

Oh night divine
Led by the light of Faith serenely beaming

With glowing hearts by His cradle we stand

So led by light of a star sweetly gleaming

Here come the wise men from Orient land

The King of Kings lay thus in lowly manger

In all our trials born to be our friend
Truly He taught us to love one another

His law is love and His gospel is peace

Chains shall He break for the slave is our brother

And in His name all oppression shall cease

Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we,

Let all within us praise His holy name
Wishing my followers all over the world 

A Merry Christmas and a Happy New year in advance 






What is it?

​Just inspired by a lovely and beautiful posts of one of my dear followers Chitra…gratitude to you for inspiring me 
What is it?

What is it ?

That pulls me towards you

What is it?

That makes me wait for you

In the moonlight

Beneath a blanket of shinning stars
What is it ?

That makes me to sing a song for you
What is it? 

That makes me lost 

In your thoughts 
What is it?

That make me feel you

In the cool breeze

What is it?

That makes me see you

Even I close my eyes

What is it?

That makes me feel

So close to you

Whether it’s an autumn or spring

What is it?

That makes me dance to your love tunes

What is it?

When I play a violin 

It plays your notes 

What is it?

When I stand on the top of a mountain and call for you

I hear your voice

Instead of my echo

Accepting friends 

Accepting friends means accepting them as they are with thier flaws whitout forcing our expectations and views on them

Accepting friends means to listen to them with attention ,avoiding unecessary argument and not criticising them.

Accepting friends means to realise thier importance to you and also making them realise the same 

Accepting friends means not to leave any opportunity in praising them but gently making them them realise if they are wrong.

Accepting friends also means clearing misunderstandings from thier minds and in the process clearing your mind also misunderstandings about them.


​Let me tell you something

No one is going to look at you.

Broken and shattered and think -damn, you are beautiful.

No one is going to come pick up your broken pieces off the floor and assemble them into a beautiful whole.

Hell!! you won’t even look at yourself and think – I made broken look beautiful.

You know why?

Because all those poets lied to you.

Yes,all those with their poems of scraped knuckles and blood dripping down chins,pomegranate songs and loves that ripped through you like hurricanes.


So you and I

We are going to make a plan.

You are not going to romanticize days when your brain tells you to smash that mirror.

You are not going to romanticize the lover who doesn’t understand you but still writes about you.

Here is what you are going to romanticize instead.

You are going to romanticize the first day of spring,its gentle hands all over your body,lifting you up until you are as light as a feather.

You are going to romanticize the tea and honey kind of love,no hurricanes,but sunshine that builds you up from within, that helps you make it through the worst days.

You are going to romanticize gentle hands of a friend in yours,telling you that it is going to be okay.

Because it is.

And don’t trust poets,

We’re no good,

We love pretending that our jagged edges tantamount to a beautiful disaster, but in reality – there ain’t nothing beautiful about shaky hands holding a pen and empty eyes staring at the cracks in the walls.

You know what is beautiful, instead?

The days when you can look at yourself in the mirror and smile,scars and all.

Music that makes your soul flow like a river,

Books that offer comfort,

Families flocking together like overgrown birds to keep you safe and warm,friends that give you strength when you can find none,lovers who make you laugh through tears.

So  from now on you are going to romanticize healing

Honey dripping down your fingertips.

August nights that stick to your skin.

The day you find your purpose.

Long car rides and singing so loud that no one can shut you up now.

Bad news-No one is coming to save you.

Good news-You can save yourself 😊

Love your haters too

The person  who hate you the most

Helps you to be a better person

Be nice with the person who hates you.

You can learn from that person.

Because when you try to harm others

You will end up helping them

By pointing out their weaknesses and making them stronger.

Your enemies will point out all your flaws

You get chance to be a better person
and there is another point too..

So you always know exactly what  you don’t want in your life 

It helps you to improve you as a person.

Long wait

Actually its a Acrostic Poem dedicated to the Great Poet Yayati Madan G Gandhi

See all the Starting  alphabets of the verses

Long wait

 Yes!! it has been a long back

A big void of no communication

Yet it seems

Amidst the crowd of many life events

The memories of us have never faded

It seems we have just met yesterday.

Most of them are evergreen in my mind.

And your face suddenly peeped in my mind.

Dear! I have been longing to meet you.

Are you there?

No regrets at all

Giving me a feel of happiness

Giving me a feel of joy

And you are happy too.

No regrets from your side too

Did we neglect each other?

Hoping to see you very soon.

I am so curious to see you 

A beautiful thought

“There are two kinds of friendship: the beneficial friendship and the erroneous friendship. The erroneous friendship balances on the principle of “the closer we are, the more okay it is for me to say anything I want to you and for me to treat you any way that I want to, and for me to disrespect you and take advantage of you” while a true friendship is rooted in this principle: “the closer we are, the more respect I have for you, the better I will treat you, the higher I will regard you, the more good things I will wish for you.” You will know someone is a true friend by basis of observing their actions towards you as the friendship grows deeper. A true friend will continue to hold you in higher and higher regard while the error of a friend will see your goodwill and newfound fondness as basis to do and say whatever he/she wants, that is disrespectful and non-beneficial to you.” 
― C. JoyBell C.

Friendship feelings

Fall in love with your best friend. Someone you can talk to about anything and know they’ll hold no judgement.

Someone who knows the darkest parts of you and loves you anyway, that knows all your flaws and loves you not in spite of them but because of them.

 Not someone that you can’t live without, but someone that you don’t want to live without. 

Someone that you want to experience all of life’s ups and downs with.

 Someone who will hold your hand through the worst times of your life. 

When they see you at your worst, when you’re broken, and they don’t run away but help you put the pieces back together.

 Now that’s real love.